I Wanna Tell Her...

Hey there! Here's something worth reading. I forgot where I got this 'cos I only found this on a certain site long ago... If this is yours, kindly tell me so I can give you credit for it.

It's a love story full of regrets.. In this short story, we'll see the points of view of a boy and a girl.. that had been secretly in love with each other for a long long time.

I won't spoil it for you. Just read on and you'll see what I'm talking about. This is entitled 'I Wanna Tell Her'.


I Wanna Tell Her


I stared at the girl next to me
She was my so called "best friend"
I stared at her
Long, silky hair
And I wished she was mine
But she didn't notice me like that
I knew it

After class she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before
And I handed them to her
She said "thanks"
And gave me a kiss on the cheek
I wanted to tell her
I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"
I love her but I'm too shy to tell her
And I don't know why...

IT'S JUNIOR YEAR...

My phone rang
On the other end it was her
She was in tears
Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart
She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone
So I did
As I sat next to her on the sofa
I stared at her soft eyes
Wishing she was mine
After 2 hours
A Drew Barrymore movie
And 3 bags of chips
She decided to go to sleep
She looked at me
Said "thanks"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek

I wanted to tell her
I want her to know
That I don't want to be "just friends"
I love her but I'm too shy to tell her
And I don't know why

IT'S SENIOR YEAR...

The day before prom
She walked to my locker
"My date is sick" she said
He's not going to go
Well...
I didn't have a date and in 7th grade
We made a promise that if neither of us had dates
We'd go together just as "best friends"
And so we did...

IT'S PROM NIGHT...

After everything was over with
I was standing at her front door step
I stared at her
She smiled at me
I wanted her to be mine
But she doesn't think of me like that
And I know it
Then she said "I had the best time
Thanks!"
And she gave me a kiss on the cheek

I wanted to tell her
I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"
I love her but I'm just too shy
And I don't know why...

IT'S GRADUATION DAY...

A day passed
And then a week
And then a month
Before I could blink
It was graduation day
I watched her
Perfect body
Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma
I wanted her to be mine
But she doesn't think of me that way
And I know it
Before everyone went home
She came to me in her smock and hat
And cried as I hugged her
Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said
"you're my best friend"
"Thanks!"
And gave me a kiss on the cheek

I wanted to tell her
I wanted to know that
I wanted to be more than "just friends"
I love her but I'm too shy
And I don't know why...

IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER...

Now I sit in the pews of the church
A church that she is getting married in now
I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life
Married to another man
I wanted her to be mine
But she didn't see me like that
And I knew it
But before she drove away
She came to me and said "You came!
Thanks!"
And she kissed me on the cheek
I wanted to tell her
I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"
I love her but I'm just too shy
And I don't know why...

YEARS PASSED...

I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"
At the service
They read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years
This is what it said
"I stare at him
Wishing he was mine
But he doesn't notice me like that
And I know it
I wanted to tell him
I wanted him to know
That I don't want to be "just friends"
I love him but I'm just too shy
And I don't know why
I wish he would tell me he loved me"
I wish I did too
I thought to myself and I cried...



Lessons learned: "Don't wait before it's too late. You never know what he/she could be feeling towards you. And morever, 'taking the risk' is a part of LOVE

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10:40 AM | 12/12/08 | 0 Comment

I Feel Like Reminiscin' Those Memorable Days


Haiiz. I don't know what to do.. or should I say-- I got nothing to do. The banner requests are done. I'm a little bit bored.. I feel like blogging at the moment but I can't think of any topic. But hmmm.. I know! I will just blog about me and HIM..
About how our love for each other started. Is that okay with you?

Haha, I know, I sound corny xD Always talking about love and all... But here goes
Sorry, I just felt like reminiscin' my childhood days.

It all started when I was in 6th grade, year 2004. I was only twelve years old. I used to be always in section one but suddenly got down to section two. How lame is that? XD At first, I was so sad because all of my friends are from section one.

First day of school came. I was so scared to enter the section two room because 1) I don't know anyone! 2) My best enemy is my classmate! argh!. The section is named 'Earth'. I was standing outside of the classroom, crying
haha! I was like that when class started. I entered the room. Sat in the back. Waited for our teacher/adviser to face us. She introduced herself to us. When break time came, I ate (of course). There were no people around .. they went to the comfort room. There were no people so I confronted Mrs. Badua (my adviser). I told her that I want to go back to section one.. I told her "Ma'am, please get me back to section one.. I don't like it here.. Someone is bullying me..". It's true. My enemy (since grade four) is bullying me! She even got an ally with her. Lols. But I'm glad I made friends with someone. My seatmate. My worries about my enemy went away.

So there. My teacher asked me who the bully is and told me that yes, she will get me back to section one as soon as possible. I was so happy. I waited and waited 'til my adviser asked us to show our talents in front of everybody. I was so nervous 'cos I hate performing in front of many people! My heart began pounding fast. Haha
Good thing Mrs Badua gave me a test in Math.. which I should pass and answer. It's Math. My favourite! Haha. I held my breath 'cos my adviser might call me in front for the talent.. but I was glad she didn't.

I finished the test. In fact, I passed it. I thought to myself "At last, I'm going back to section one." but here's the unfortunate thing! My teacher told me that yes, I passed the test but I can no longer be placed in section one 'cos the class reached its maximum already. 50 students in one room is the rule.. I was sad but not that much. I dunno why. Maybe it's because of my newfound friend.

Second day of class came. I wasn't able to come to school 'cos I woke up late! Stupid alarm clock! I thought to myself. I asked mother to make an excuse letter for me. And she did.

Third day of school came, I was able to wake up early. Haha. When I got on top of the stairs, I stopped for a while and got the excuse letter from my bag. I stood up when I got it. When I faced in front, I was shocked to see my crush. (It's not Dayo yet). It was my crush back then in grade five. I know he likes me too 'cos we became an issue back then when we were still in fifth grade XD Harhar. So there, I didn't talk to him. I just smiled then went off to my classroom. It was still too early that time.. when I saw someone standing by our classroom door. It was a tall, fair and handsome man. (eeek! xD) I gathered all the courage I can to ask him, "May tao na ba?" (Is there someone there already?) He didn't say a thing. He just nodded. I thought to myself, "What a snob". Hahaha! But deep inside me, I knew I fell in love at first sight! Lols!
I'm laughing while typing the phrase "love at first sight" hahaha. You may think I'm insane, but it's true.

We had our seating arrangement that day. The guy I fell in love at first sight with
is seated at the back. The boys have been seated on their respective seats while the we, girls were just about to start. When there was like 5 of us girls left, I was nervous 'cos I was hoping! Silently hoping that I'll be seated beside him Hahaha! But hey, wish granted! I was seated next to him! That's when I knew his name. Onofre Aniel Jr. Haha! Hweel! Lucky me!!

Science class came. Our science teacher called all of us to go down to her science lab where she teaches her students the science subject. (Science is her main subject). She gave us our respective seats, too. In short, we had our seating arrangement :D I was so happy 'cos I'm seated beside 'him' again , haha! Why? 'Cos he's the group leader and I'm the assistant leader :D How cool is that

When we got back to our real classroom, it was our vacant 'cos the teacher for the next subject was absent. We had the chance to talk. That was when I found out that he's a joker. Really! He has a great sense of humor. I love people with great sense of humor. I really do.

This certain day came. When it was time to go home, my adviser made me exchange seats with my classmate, Bernadette. Why? Because she was making chit-chat to her seatmate and she was making noise. (well, not really). So there. I was so frustrated that my mouth started to became a 'bit bad' and 'naughty', haha.

Days later, I found out that Onofre has a girlfriend at that time. I was a little bit shocked, but didn't take it seriously. I didn't have a hard time "moving on" (LOL!) cos I made friends with my groupmates and seatmates. I used to be in group two but my teacher made me axchange seats with Berna, putting me to group 5). I had so many friends from group 5 (my group) and group 4. They were my inspiration back then.

I have this bestfriend whom I'm really close with. I thought she was straight but I was wrong. "So the rumors are true", I thought to myself. The rumors that she's a lesbian was true after all. She courted me, sent me love letters, telling me the words "I love you" everytime of every day. I didn't entertain any of her actions. I just ignored her and her doings. I know that was pretty rude but I'm angry at her that time so... there.

Time passed by quickly, it was already November 25, 2007 (the day I won't forget), Only days later after my bestfriend confessed her real gender and so-called love to me. It was TLE time. (Technology and Livelihood Education). In TLE time, we plant, water the plants, etc. Anything as long as it involves agriculture. So there... Onofre suddenly started acting different. I was like "what the.." during those times. What certain action, you may ask? Well, courting me!! Haiiz.. dunno why. When I past by near him, his best buddy suddenly said, "Nasa'n na kaya ang nawawalang girlfriend ni Onofre?" (Where could Onofre's lost girlfriend be?) . I didn't utter a word even though I know he's talking about me as Onofre's "lost girlfriend" lol.
After that, Onofre approached me and asked, "Pwede ako?" (Can I be..?). I said, "na ano?" (what..?). I kept pretending I didn't know what he's talking about but I was blushing! I was blushing hard at that time, lols! :D That's the end of happiness..

The end of happiness because here's the beginning of sadness
The next day came. He wasn't like 'that' to me anymore. Then realization struck me. "Inutusan lang siya ni MJ na ligawan ako..parang nagpalakad ba..." (MJ asked him to courted me..). I was hurt, yes. but it's all in the past :D MJ is the lesbian I'm talking about.

Graduation came. I didn't even got the chance to talk to Onofre.. I didn't even see him the whole day! All I thought about was Lacson.. hahaha. I'm not telling who Lacson is xD

1st year high school entered my life. I was so excited to go to school 'cos based on what I know (and what Onofre told me), he'll be entering school which I'll be entering too. 1st day of class came, I didn't see him. I just learned that he already went back to his home in the province and continued his studies there.

2nd year high school came. Still no sign of him. But during the first periodical test day,(it was dismissal time already), I was walking in the corridor when suddenly, I saw someone walking.. a guy.. who has the same built as Onofre.. same height.. charisma.. build.. perfect body.. My heart pounded so fast, hoping it was him. I followed the guy. I saw him sitting on a bench.. I passed by him and saw his face. It's him! I said to myself. Yess! It's Onofre! I approached him and pretended I was shocked to see him again (lols!)


Me: Ui! Andito ka na pala.. Kaninong teacher ka? Ms. Pereira? (Oh! you're here.. Who's your teacher? Ms. Pereira?)
Him: He just smiled at me and nodded. (Gosh, I missed that handsome smile).
Me: Ah, okay, sige. (oh, okay).

When I was back in the corridor, there was nobody there so I ran, jumped, and ran!

My heart was filled with so much because of our meeting :D Haha, it was so funny because because of my excitement, I forgot that I should've asked him 'What section are you?' instead of 'Who's your teacher?' Haha. Finally, we met again after 1 and a half years!

3rd year high school came. I enrolled late.. that's why I was putted in the lowest section. (haha). When I entered the classroom, I was shocked to see him there. I told him, "Magkaklase na naman tayo?!" (we're classmates again?!), he just laughed and we talked about anything.. just about anything.

September 15, 2007 came. it was a Saturday. And I can say that it was the happiest day of my life! Why? That afternoon, he courted me.. he called me up on the phone. (Night before that, we became call mates).


Me: I have something to tell you.
Him: Me too! I have something to tell you, too. But you spill first.
Me: What? You're tricky! You first.
Him: No! Haha, ever heard of 'ladies first?' I lol'ed hard when he said that! :D
Me: ....
Him: ....
Me: Crush kita nung grade 6.. (I had a crush on you when we were in grade six...)
Him: (excited) nung grade six lang? (grade 6 only?) I can sense him smiling.
Me: secret. kaw naman! (secret. spill yours now!)
Him: whispering something that I can vaguely hear.. He repeated it for four times until...
Me: What? I can't understand what you're saying! Stop talking in whispers! (lol =)) )
Him: Anong tagalog ng "I love you?" (What's the tagalog of "I love you?")

Me: (shocked) Mahal kita... (I love you...)
Him: Really
Me: lol-ing =))

After that, the line got cut. We texted each other after that.. I'm not going to spill the details anymore 'cos I'm tired XD Been typing this entry for an hour or so now. Haha. Hope you had fun reading my colorful love life xD

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2:15 PM | 10/1/08 | 0 Comment

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