Am So Down...
Haiiz.. I feel so down. He's been here since yesterday but he didn't even bother to spare some time with me. Like stroll down.. meet-up.. or simply just to see me. Argh, I feel so sad and lonely... I really wanted to see him and ate Maricel.. but I'm too shy to tell him. I don't know why...
I want to cry but I'm preventing myself from doing so. Why? 'Cos I feel terrible when crying. I hate crying! I don't want to be depressed anymore like what I did before. I wanted to kill myself the last time I cried.. Haha! Silly I know, but it's all in the past.
I really hate him.. or should I say, nagtatampo na ako sa kanya. All he does is stroll down with B-yong and Belen! Didn't he ever think about me wanting to see him? I want to grab the chance as long as he's here in Manila.. but damn it. He doesn't even care.
He doesn't even bother to utter the words "could you please come here?" or "can I go there?".
Haiii.. so insensitive... :(
I know I'm pessimistic but I can't help it.. what can I do.. Haiz. Come what may!
Labels: cry, down, lonely, sad, tampo
5:42 PM | 10/27/08 | 0 Comment
Eunice is the name. 17 years young from the Philippines. This will serve as my money blog and personal blog. This could also be an SP Blog.
