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Break-Up? Nuuuuu... >,< September 12, 2008

Nuuuu! Haiz.. Yes you read it right, this post is about break-up. About my boyfriend and I.

It started last night when we were dining in Peking Garden on Trinoma mall (see previous entry). We were on our own table that time, waiting for the food to be served when suddenly he called me up. I couldn't answer it because my grandfather was there and I'm afraid that I will get his attention if he sees me talking to someone on the phone. So what I did was, reject it. I texted him immediately why I rejected his call. But he seemed to be affected about my rejection that he said something like "Focus on them first before me". I know exactly how he felt 'cos we didn't talk the whole day. He spent his whole day working in the rice mill- (gilingan in tagalog) So there, I apologized to him and told him that I will make it up to him when we get home. He just replied, "ok".

I just ignored that sudden ignorance of him because I know how he is when he's mad or making "tampo" to me. I just kept texting him like, "what are you doing right now?" and "where are you right now?" and things like that just to keep the conversation alive. But as time passed by, I noticed that he doesn't reply to me quickly like he used to- minutes before.
When I asked him where he is, he replied "in the birthday venue". So I was like, "ok".

Finally, we got home. After changing clothes, I called him up immediately 'cos I missed him so much. We didn't have the time to talk the whole day that's why I freakin' missed him. He then answered my call. I asked him, "did you drink? (liquor)". He answered "Yes". I got mad immediately because of that simple answer. I got mad because he drank without my permission. Whenever he drank liquor, he always asked permission from me to do so. That's the reason why I got mad at him that I didn't want to talk to him anymore. I slept without replying to any of his texts.

Morning came, he called me up like 10 times. My phone was in silent mode. That's why I wasn't able to answer any of his calls except the 11th one. We talked about lots of things--things that just made the two of us much more angrier and irritated at each other. We talked for almost 4 hours. 4 HOURS. We even talked about break up. It even came to a point that we're gonna break up any minute. It's just that it did not succeed 'cos I'm not answering his questions regarding it.

The last conversion was about "One question, one answer" (isang tanong, isang sagot).
I was about to ask him my question when suddenly he asked me "Do you still love me?". I answered "no..." and he said "ok". After his ok, I told him "aren't you even gonna let me finish?". He said, "finish what?". I just ignored his question and proceeded with what I'm going to say:

"I don't love you 'cos I love you very much"
(Hindi kita mahal kasi mahal na mahal kita)

Hweel! Here comes the funny and happy part of this break-up thingy. He told me to repeat because he didn't hear it in courtesy of the signal bar. He kept telling me to repeat and that the line is choppy. I repeated that sentence for 6 times 'til I felt something wrong -- which is he's just fooling me with the "choppy line" thingy so that he'll hear it over and over again! When he approved of my suspicion, I lol'ed.

Hard. Really hard that he laughed out loud too. Well, that's how peace enveloped us. After that, we said "sorry" to each other. We told each other "sorry na ha?", copying the children's sweet and gentle voice in the Nido commercial.

I realized that no matter how angry I get at him, I still love him the way I used to.
And that he's much much much more important than this dang pride.
LESSON LEARNED. Hweel!

envelopes me right at this very moment.. ^^

Message for Mr. Aniel

Labels: boyfriend, break-up, love, problem

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