Request Shop is Now UP!


My other site which is the Request Shop, is now up!
I named it Heaven Clouds. You can request for banners. Buttons are not available yet, but will be in the future.

Whew! I thought I was gonna be able to finish it in 3 hours or less but I was mistaken. Instead, I had it under construction for exactly twelve (12) hours! xD So lame of me. Haha

I worked hard on it. I had the longest time in uploading the blinkies cos there were so many of them. Creating my own link buttons is a little time consuming but it's worth a try. Right?

By the way, enough chit-chat! Just click the banner ABOVE and you will be directed there. Enjoy the CUTENESS! :D

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9:16 PM | 9/30/08 | 0 Comment

My Request Shop has MOVED

Hello world! I'm announcing that my Request Shop has MOVED. I created a new exclusive blog for my works. I'm currently making a much more organized site for graphics. I decided to do that because there isn't much space here. The site will be up in approximately 3 hours or less. There will be banners. Button templates, stationeries, minis, and blinkies are still under construction.

I will be posting the link as soon as it gets done.

For the meanwhile, take time to read this if your interested with the request shop I'm currently making.

For the poll I put up two weeks ago, hmmm nope! I haven't forgotten about it. The answer "Yes" won over "No". So that means.. YAY! I will be taking requests but the other templates are still under construction. Only banners are up at the moment so.... there.

The blank banners are made by yours truly. The other images used.. hmm. Credit goes to Queen of Dorks of Deviant Art. (Miss Claire Belton)

Strictly no ripping and stealing.
I'd rather call them 'templates' than 'banners', haha.
Credit me (and Miss Claire Belton) if gonna use


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There's a limit for requests. Limit them up to 2 requests only.
You'll only be able to request again once your requests are done.
*NOTE:
I changed my mind. I will be the one to edit the images myself.. cos nobody's requesting :(

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10:54 AM | | 0 Comment

Peace Treaty ... My Sis-in-Law's Baby Girl

Hweel! Yessshhh... Peace finally. End of depression, crying, sadness, sorrow, loneliness, emptiness and suicide-thinking. Haha, don't get me wrong ha? I'm not emo. I'm anti-emo people.. xD Sorry :X

So there! Haha, he finally uttered the word sorry. Earlier, he was shy to utter that word. I know why. It's because of his pride. But I'm glad he ate it for the sake of our relationship.

I must admit.. If peace had not envelope us, I will go crazy.. I was hungry-- hungry for his love, care, and affection.. He was finally able to say "I love you". I really thought it was the real end of us, but I'm glad he proved me wrong.

Maybe it's because.. I miss him. When I left the province, I wasn't ready. I wasn't prepared. I didn't know mum was gonna show up there to fetch me. I was shocked, and he is too. Maybe that's the reason why I'm like "emo" all of a sudden. I miss him. I really didn't want to go.. but I didn't want to make a scene so I left-- unprepared.


Hweel! Congratulations to my sister-in-law Marissa Aniel for her newborn Baby Girl! The baby was born last night-- September 28, 2008. (That's her birthday!) Around 11:30 pm. Whew, finally, years from now, Richard (Tutoy) will be called "kuya" (brother) by his lil sister. Dayo told me the baby girl is really . There's a rumor going on in the province that Ate Marissa will leave the baby girl's name to my bf, Dayo. When my bf and I talked about it, I figured out that he's planning to name the baby "Eunice"! Well, my real name is "Eunicia". How cool is that?! Haiiz.. I'm happy. So so happy.

Exactly twelve (12) days from now, I'll be going back there. I'll be seeing the baby! I love babies! Hweel!

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5:09 PM | 9/29/08 | 0 Comment

Depression ... My Current Enemy


I can't take it anymore... dang, this depression is killing me! I feel so alone.. with no one to talk to.. I can't help but cry.. cry.. and cry.. I didn't get very plenty of sleep last night. My eyes were so red and sore from crying. My head ached like hell for several hours, leaving me awake all day, all night...

It's all his fault! He exchanged his time for me in just playing cards! He and his friends played Pusoy and Tong-It almost all day. Their game started 10am 'til 8:30pm! Non-stop what the heck. I was so sad and lonely the whole day. The clock stroked 6pm. I was freakin' missin' him 'cos we didn't get the chance to talk properly because of the card games. I mustered all the courage I can gather just to contact him, but to no avail, his phone was turned off. I was nervous and not feeling well all of a sudden. I wondered and wondered about why his phone was off.

"Could there be no signal bars?", "Could it be that he's playing basketball?", "Could it be that he's watching the championship?", "Could it be that something bad has happened to him?". Questions like those continued to linger in my mind for more than 3 hours. I even forgot to eat dinner...


I then suddenly thought of one thing-- to load up regular load so that I can call Ate Marissa's cellphone. I was successful. She answered the phone. I asked about Dayo's whereabouts but to no avail again, 'cos they don't know where he is. Instead, she told me several places, possibilities of Dayo's whereabouts. After we talked, I said "Sige salamat ate ha?" (thank you).
"Please tell him to call me up immediately when he gets home." She said "ok, you're welcome Yu." ...

So there, I waited again. I waited for one and a half hour. When the clock stroke 8:30pm, I tried contacting him again. His phone rang. I then figured out that he's still playing cards with his friends and cousins. He told me, "Ayaw kasi nila mag-ayawan eh. Pauwi na rin ako. Wait lang ha?" (I'll be coming home soon. Wait for me, okay?). I don't know why but all of a sudden, I was in the verge of crying-- again. I was so hurt.. he exchanged his time for his girlfriend with the cards. Dang..


After about 6 minutes, he texted me, "Call now". I didn't call him up immediately upon reading that text message. I only called him up after 15 minutes. So there, we talked. I told him how I feel.. I did not lie about my feelings. He just remained silent.. "I know it's my fault.."


I felt the urge to break up with him. I did, but deep inside my heart I know.. that I didn't mean it. It was obvious that he didn't want to let me go. But I insisted. He said, "I'm giving you time to think about your decision 'til tomorrow". I took a short nap.. for 30 minutes, I think. I couldn't resist him! What the heck.. I couldn't sleep anymore the moment I woke up so I called him up again. Upon answering the phone, I learned that Ate Marissa already gave birth to her baby girl. I was so shocked! I'm happy for her but at the same time, I'm sad.. and feel envious of her.. I don't know why.. Maybe it's because I love babies and kids.. (anong connect?)

After that, I slept. Not a nap anymore, but I still couldn't sleep well 'cos my eyes were sore from crying. I felt that my whole head was aching. I didn't sleep the whole night.. I was so worried of Dayo but I don't know why..


Morning came, we talked again. I hate him, yes but I love him.. We argued again. I cried straight for more than an hour, thinking about various things.. things that are real and hurts. Fortunately, I didn't get crazy.. I was almost suicidal. I kept telling myself "I want to die..." But I don't know if I should kill myself or not. He's cold to me. Why? Maybe because he thinks we're no longer in a relationship.

Til now, I'm still depressed.. waiting for his text.. I'm contacting him right now but there seems to be no signal bar.. I don't know anymore if I'm still doing the right thing.. I'm a muffin--- a muffin that's in love with him..


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10:23 AM | | 0 Comment

Banner Shop-- MOVED


Hweel! Finally, I became a deviant. I just uploaded my works on DA an hour ago. I can't believe how fast my banners got fave'd. I can't explain the feeling.. the feeling when somebody admires your works. And I admit, those people inspired me.

And for the poll I put up two weeks ago, hmmm nope! I haven't forgotten about it. The answer "Yes" won over "No". So that means.. YAY! I will be taking requests but for banners only.
The blank banners are made by yours truly. The other images used.. hmm. Credit goes to Queen of Dorks of Deviant Art. (Miss Claire Belton)

Strictly no ripping and stealing.
I'd rather call them 'templates' than 'banners', haha.
Credit me (and Miss Claire Belton) if gonna use


REQUEST FORMAT
Please follow to avoid confusions! :3
(tag the format in the Request Tagboard to the left)
Template number: ______
Words: ______________
Font: _______________
Font Color: ___________

There's a limit for requests. Limit them up to 2 requests only.
You'll only be able to request again once your requests are done.
*NOTE: I'm still not taking button requests. I'm still practicing. Please bear with me. Thanks again!

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10:20 AM | 9/28/08 | 0 Comment

I'm Back in Cyber World!


Yep yeps! That's right. You read what's on the banner right. I'm back after 2 weeks. Exactly after 2 weeks. I missed my blog so much. Thanks for all of you who tagged and linked me! And voted in my poll. Thanks. Really

I must admit- I'm not satisfied with my vacation.. in tagalog, i'm "bitin".
Haha, I wished I stayed there longer. I miss them so much already.. I miss the happiness, the laughter, the sadness, the crying times.. so much has happened. And I'm really missing all of those. Yeah, I went to the province but I'm not telling the exact name of this province.. sorry, need privacy ^^ Uhm this post is going to be a long one.. I will be staying up for a little longer just for this post. Haha. I spent my two weeks in my second home. Yup, second home. You know what I'm talking about, right? I had so much fun with my second family.. my brother-in-law, sister-in-laws, etcetera etcetera! Haha, and of course! I was with HIM .

My Brother-in-law's Wife
I met her months back already, but the day I arrived in the province, that was only when I got the chance to know her better- Much better. Let's call her Jenny since it's her nickname. I realized she's not that bad. In fact, she's a fun to be with person. She's funny, no- she's hilarious! Super hilarious. I like her already ^^

But deep within her fun personality lies a problem that she finds really hard to face. I pity her.. It's because of my brother-in-law. Let's call him
"Palos" since it's his nickname. They're already living under one roof, but.. she's got a problem with him. You know what it is? It's because her husband is LAZY. I hate to admit it but he's really very lazy... He doesn't want to make a living for his family. He doesn't want to look for a job! All he wants to do is lay down with Jenny and talk about tons of things. He goes to work ONCE A WEEK-- which irritates Jenny so much. They quarrel almost all of the time just because of that matter. Despite Jenny's irritation for him, he still doesn't change.. and will not ever change...

I pity Jenny. She's industrious.. very. She's got everything a man's looking for in a woman. Well, she may not be that pretty but she's got the personality. I feel for her...


The Rice Field
During my so-called vacation, I got the chance to come with them to the rice field. The place is called "Iligan". 15 to 20 minutes walk from my second home. The boys head there first-- namely Onofre (my bf), Tiban (my sis-in-law's hubby), B-Yong (my bf's cousin). They always head there for work 'cos the rice field is my bf's cousin's property.

We girls will automatically follow them to Iligan after 2-3 hours have passed. Namely
Eunice (me), Marissa and Maricel (the twins, my sis-in-laws) and Jenny. We always made sure we were well-prepared! Haha. We took these things with us:

water/hot water/ice
coffee/milo
plates, mugs
viands, rice
extra clothes, towels
spoons, knife
PSP, cellphones
playing cards (baraha)
and of course, money.

Pretty much, huh? Hehe! "Kulang na lang eh buong bahay na ang dalhin natin" says ate Marissa. I lol'ed hard when she said that.

I experienced working in that rice field, too. What I did was "manghimalay". I don't know the english term for that but it is done by picking up unhusked rice grains. (palay in tagalog). We had so much fun doing that. Too bad Ate Marissa couldn't join. It's because she's pregnant with her second boy :) Hweel!

My Very Cute Godchild
Well, at least in the future! I will be calling him my godchild since he'll be calling me "ninang" (godmother) soon! Tee hee :)

His name is Richard but we call him "Tutoy".
He's the clan's favorite kid! And I agree. because he's really adorable! (If only I have a picture of him. Next time!) He has a nice set of white teeth. He's only 2 and a half years old. I love that kid sooooo.... much! Just looking at him makes me want to have a baby soon.. haha! But of course that's not possible at this time of my life xD Harhar ^^

He has a huge respect for Onofre. He follows everything he says. He's got fear for him but not really that much. It just shows that Onofre disciplined Tutoy well.

Tutoy loves to kiss me! Haha, at a very young age... he already knew those stuffs. "Smart kid", that's what we always say. He loves to kiss me lips-to-lips.. haha! Everytime Ate Marissa (Tutoy's mother) sees him kissing me, she would always shout "Dayo ohhhh!! Si Tutoy hinahalikan si Uy!". (Dayo look! Tutoy is kissing Uy!) Tutoy automatically stayed away from me upon hearing that :) haha, Smart Kid!

Oh, and by the way, the "Dayo" Ate Marissa was talking about is my bf. Dayo is his nickname.

Life is really fun when kids like Tutoy is around you. I that kid so much!

His Last Secret
This one entry here's about love. This entry belongs to the Romance category, haha. (As if there's a category section around here xD)

Well, enough of that. Here goes. It's about a girl.. a picture.
Last year, he showed me a picture. A picture of a woman. He told me "That's Judith, my cousin. She's white in this picture, right? Haha!" I took a closer look at the picture. After a while, I lol'ed. Hard because it's true! She's so white-skinned in the pic .. haha but in the present, she's really dark-skinned. (Hehe, sorry Dith! ^^)

So there.. I believed him that the girl in the pic was Judith-- his cousin.
But two days ago, Ate Anie and I went to Curva (kurba) to but bbq's for her business. On our way back, we passed by a woman.. we just passed by her but in my heart, something was telling me that I've seen that woman before.. I just don't know where.. and when. Suddenly, Ate Anie broke the silence. She said "Dayo courted that girl once". I was like, "what the ..?!".. because I know Dayo only had two not-serious relationships before me.. So I said to myself, "So that means... 3 girls before me?".. I was so confused that I asked Ate Anie for more information. She said "her name's Dewdith". That was when a bomb exploded in my mind.
Dewdith... Judith.. same pronouncation.. That's right! She's the girl in the picture! Upon learning that, I felt like losing my energy.. Yeah I know, I shouldn't just believe rumors that easily but the girl we passed by and the the one in the picture looked alike so much.. No mistake about it... I was so hurt... "How could he do this to me? He lied..." I said to myself...

When he got home from the rice field, I showed him the pic and asked him "Is this really Judith? Your cousin?", He said "yes" without even bothering to look me in the eye. When I heard his yes, I just kept the pain all to myself. I went to look for Ate Anie.. and said, "confirmed. he lied.."..

The clock striked 6pm. We were lying down when I said, "All I want to know is the truth.. Please tell me.. I know she's not Judith your cousin.." He remained silent. Because of his silence, I got so impatient I started to get irritated and shouted "Tell me now!!". After approximately 15 seconds, he broke the ice. "She's my ex." I didn't expect that answer.. all I expected for was "yes it's true that I courted her" but what the hell... no! They had something! He lied to me.. he made me believe that the girl in the pic was only his cousin.. I hated him so much after that..

So many questions were left hanging and lingering in my mind. Like
why did you break up? , when?, why did you lie? But I only got the chance to ask him about those the next day.. They went for almost 9 months.. He courted her just because of his cousin's dare. He lied to me because he didn't want to hurt me anymore... We were in the rice field that time. We were laying down inside the mini hut, talking about those things..

I was hurt. So much 'cos he lied to me..
Me: "please take my heart out of my chest now..."
Him: "Why?..."
Me: "So that I won't feel any pain anymore.."
Him: "..."
Me: "Take it out of me and throw it away.. nevermind whoever picks it up.."
Him: "
NO."
Me: "...?"
Him: "Your heart is mine. I will never give your heart away to anyone. That's mine.
Only mine".

enveloped my heart that very moment but I didn't show it.. I dunno why! Haha kilig factor.. But the truth was, I didn't expect him to say those words.

When it was time to go home,we talked while walking. He told me, "I dedicate this song to you.." and then the song Sabihin Mo Na by Yeng Constantino played in the air..

Gusto kong magpaliwanag sa'yo..
Ngunit di kinakausap..

Di ko inaasahang diringgin mo..

Nakatingala sa ulap..


(Dayo singing)
Alam kong nasaktan na naman kita..
Ngunit 'di ko naman sinasadya..

Hinding-hindi na mauulit sinta..
Sana'y.. Maniwala ka...

After singing.. he said:

"Those girls just passed by me. They mean nothing to me.
What's important to me is you.. Only you."

(Dumaan lang sila sa akin.. Wala silang halaga sa akin. Ang mahalaga sa akin ay ikaw.")



Sweet guy! I told myself. I was so so happy I forgot about Dewdith..
We talked about it over and over again 'til we went a-okay. I was so happy that afternoon that we walked free... free from problems .. no, laughter filled the air 'til we got home.

Lesson learned: "Don't live in the past".
Hweel!
Onofre Aniel Jr!

The end of my two-week journey! ^^ Hope you had fun reading!

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10:38 PM | 9/27/08 | 0 Comment

PROFILE ♥
Eunice is the name. 17 years young from the Philippines. This will serve as my money blog and personal blog. This could also be an SP Blog.

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The owner is Eunice. Layout is desgined by Bach Trang, thanks cyworld for cute image, dafont for the font used, photobucket for pic host with the help of photoschop


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